and do you wonder

it never feels right?

Glossary

ミ☆ Introduction
ミ☆ Friendmail
ミ☆ Fictional Others
ミ☆ Comfort Videos
ミ☆ Comfort Songs

Introduction

hi ! i'm heidi and this is my carrd for my excess information :] my main/kinning carrd is here
ixfp . 6w5 . aquarius
I LOVE BANDORI !! i play a plethora of rhythm games such as enstars, arcaea, cgss, projsek, projdiva, and osu.
i am quite fond of smplive, lunch club (not including carson or hugbox), south park, and i am also well verse in dreamsmp lore.

My Girlfriends

disclaimer; i am dating ran mitake and masuki satou. they are not fictional to me and i miss them both immensely. don't refer to my girlfriends as fictional characters.

Fictional Others

left to right
eric cartman, kaoru seta, sebastian, james march
applejack, lisa imai, howl pendragon, senpai

Comfort Characters

THE HILLS CRENNY !!

#APPY
EDDIE! we have been with each pther through thick and thin and im privileged to call myself your best friend. i can't wait to meet you and finally hug you after these last few years.. i love you so much big brother <3

#KYLE
kyle my little monkey obsessed friend. i'm so glad you joined the crenny chat, it wouldn't be as funny as it is without you. you are my everythang and every time i see a monkey video i think of u. :] i cannot wait to meet u and smoke in the woods together

#JOSE
milk you are one of the most sweetest, kindhearted people to walk this earth. you are so funny and i'm glad i get to see you soon !! we will go out and get smoothie bowls like we planned..... it will be magical

#RICHIE
RICKY. hands down one of the funniest people i know. i used to be so intimidated by you but now you're one of the people i'm most comfortable being myself around. crenny wouldn't be where it is without u or ur contribution (((kyle))) thank you for being one of the best friends we could ask for

IRL !!

#AUDREY
audgreydsdhye. my other half my best friend forever and ever, i get so sad when ur not with me in this hellscape. we click so well and i've never had this kind of friendship with someone before; i cherish you so dearly and am formally asking u to be my maid of honor at my wedding.. say yes or im ghosting your freak ass

#OTTER
my favorite dreamsmp fan in the whole world !!! we have gone thru so much shit and so many misunderstandings but it only made us stronger :] i cherish you and hold you so close to my heart, you have such a special meaning to me that i can't explain it in words. thank you for being here when nobody else is, it means more than you could know <3

Comfort Songs

BANG DREAM PLAYLIST
includes my favorite originals and some covers
MY PLAYLIST
my normal people music, doubles as a vent playlist
ME AND MY BF'S PLAYLIST
a bunch of love songs feel free to go thru

FOR LIFERSSS

#VLINNY
hey king dk if ur reading this or nawt but even tho i don't show it, ur one of my favorite people in this corner of hell or wherever the hell we are. ur my ride or die and Tbh i will defend u with my entire being. i can say with my whole heart that u mean a lot to me and i'm here for you no matter the issue at hand :D

#VAL
valentine, u were with me during one of the lowest points of my life, and i can't thank you enough for that. you've always been a shoulder to lean on and have always had my back, even before.. what happened. i hope one day i can return the favor. love ya lots !!!

+ plenty more ; gummy, entalan, lin, mei, ref, nini, toby, azul, lily, jaxon, dori, capella